My sister and I had a fight - I was supposed to go over there between school and PT but the problem was I did not go to school because of the pain. As a result my sister called the next day and then when we finally spoke she blew up at me.
I just needed to vent. I know that I am going to have explain things for the rest of my life. I got a book yesterday at Borders called "Numb Toes and Other Woes: More On Peripheral Neuropathy" written by a guy that has a form of peripheral neuropathy and its in layman's terms. This is something that I have really not encountered before - every book I have looked at I have needed a dictionary next to me.
This is something I will be dealing with for the rest of my life. So far I have tried to not let it limit me too much - yeah today is one of those days where I have no control but I am not just lolling about - I have been doing homework.
Last night I was looking online at the first book in this series and amazon had an except so I read it and became pretty depressed because while this is something that the drs are trying to control there is no simple cure and it is something I will have for the rest of my life. To say that I am not amused in the least really doesn't cover it.
Right now I am just - I don't know